
In the recent past, say the last six months, both personal and publication-related conversations (usually by email, though sometimes in the responses section of a Medium piece) have intensified, and have floored me with an incredible sense of support in an activity that I will, quite frankly, do until I die. You’ve all heard me talk about my compulsion enough (oops) to warrant mentioning it again, but all these conversations, their trajectories, and the sense of excitement that correspondence has given me remarkable (in the totally atheistic sense) blessings here on/within Medium.
When I just started out writing, or rather…

A naked and stellar light slips into the stream – ankles wrists everything joining – the synthetic dance of determinate distance – seeping under the cracks of doors – finding a home in open sleeping mouths
Return to the sensibility we were holding – a glass whose stem we’re both wrapping fingers around – and yeah waves of excitement – flooding while etching new sweetnesses to lay into the pattern –
Covered by you – writing by you – trying to hold the amplified breath of you – those sounds sent straight through to my inner head heart complex –…

Grateful to have you roar back into my head – the distance shaved by reflection – so absorbed while taking it in –
and not giving up any breath – attempting a slow circumnavigation – or a flood of pure interlocutor bliss –
the cacophonies of mourning shredded a little more – a new Image-repertoire erecting the lines dropped to the side
and imagination fuels this night sun – pale orange gibbous – relinquishing startled variations on the lines
between the stars — while musings on mariners take the constellations back into form — quick checks on Ursa Major —…

I brought myself to the point of remaking the bed – this is what I do when I am not shouting down the fucking robins – trying to invade my house –
I slipped and managed to scuff everything with careless dirty shoes – ideas form protective hedges for themselves –
Eager to avoid the backlash of sheet corners-but I didn’t know it had been left so long – I just thought some enervated alchemist was
Doing something to change the very structure of the bed –
Yes it still groans in the right places – knows how to behave…

Three monstrous syllables – already programmed towards the error – and yet I like the fucking rhythm
the additional “s” to begin – to end – set up a mad shrine right in the middle of Stephen St –
trio that lifts an ordinary dialogue – fictional confetti – the great groaning of so many prayers – not all of them sexual –
– inclination mused into the concentric feel of the brain chewing on certain words –
certain words that insist on the dress pulled back on – the shoes replaced on bare feet –
a kind of warmth…

It’s left the sidewalk
alone now
probably a few hours ago
already
it’s twenty to 2 a.m.
overlaying scent is
the manure air
the absent heat
the smells of cooking from dinner
or something
with grass and
trees
added — or already there
but overwhelmed anyway
by
Phaethonic undoing
and maybe
that’s what’s happening
again
Slow crawl through the muse image — inadequate portraiture — the slant of unrelenting sun on the eucalyptus and you — whatever mysteries are beneath fragile dances towards a beautiful distinction — split differentiation with a new mingle — and the shy synthesis begins to…

My darling you make the air fairly shake — ridges of skin appearing from a world away — spending the touch over distance — letting the dripping consciousness
wade through the walls and thin ceilings with inadequate insulation — that shift with combined summer-winter winds — a coming passion still already here
shot through by Barthes — angoisse and similar flights revelatory in their briefness — still too much to hold — skin silences brush with loving minds — determined to breathe
sucking residual moisture with relish
I have weaved you into the brain — yes, and indelibly so —…

Taking words from the far side of the map – threaded through all the painful gaps – yeah a star-lit misery –
or compulsion – to be told how to drift release and when you fall –
– still the crystallized narrative passing on a reminiscing for what is wanted to happen —
my love it takes a ride on the water — consciousness bound raft — and I can fall over and be — caught
your hands in my eyes — a flooding — erupting through belly and thighs and sternum — caressed by intelligence with feeling laid over…

Former hairstylist, perpetual philosophy student, swallowed by poetry, writing, ideas